One of those days, when you second guess everything and wonder if you've made the right choice, even though you know in your heart that you have. When suddenly the weight of your decision comes to your full realization. And even though you know God has never forsaken you before and He never will... you worry about what people will think, or even say behind your back. Will they understand why you made that decision? Or will they speculate and judge? And you just want to do the safe option and you wish life could be easier and you overthink everything. And you want to reach out and ask for prayer, but you feel trapped because that will make people talk too and so you just sit down with your Bible and pray and cry. And resolve that even though this won't be easy, this is what you will do.