the world is a blur as i try to take this in
everything else fades out as i try to comprehend
i thought i understood you
i don't know what changed.
all i know is that it did.
and now i feel like i'm sinking
desperately trying to tread this water
but you won't give me any air
and i've wasted too many tears.
i can feel the time escaping,
but i'm too numb to stop it.
and you're making me feel like this was my fault.
i give to you, and i never take.
because you never offer anything but heartbreak.