The Feeling of Missing

That moment when something reminds you

Of someone that you don't see anymore.

And your heart feels like that kitten

That was just taken away from its litter. 

The friendship that you wish would have grown closer.

That person who seemed so perfect.

Regrets and memories haunt your mind

Like a swarm of gnats around fruit in the summer. 

You should have been friendlier.
If only you had opened up more.
Blame casts itself at your feet

Like a drunken girl that can't think straight.

Your heart feels like it will drown in the pain that floods your heart and being.
That moment when the path suddenly seems empty and the sun so dreary.
That moment when loneliness descends like a heavy curtain.
That moment when you miss someone so much you can't breathe.