Saturday, November 29, 2014

The Feeling of Missing

That moment when something reminds you
Of someone that you don't see anymore.
And your heart feels like that kitten
That was just taken away from its litter. 

The friendship that you wish would have grown closer.
That person who seemed so perfect.
Regrets and memories haunt your mind
Like a swarm of gnats around fruit in the summer. 

You should have been friendlier.
If only you had opened up more.
Blame casts itself at your feet
Like a drunken girl that can't think straight.

Your heart feels like it will drown in the pain that floods your heart and being.
That moment when the path suddenly seems empty and the sun so dreary.
That moment when loneliness descends like a heavy curtain.
That moment when you miss someone so much you can't breathe. 


  1. Oh, this is breathtaking. I've read it multiple times now because it's's...I'm at a loss for words.

    1. Thanks! I actually didn't feel very good when I posted this...I felt like it was a little rambling, but I just wanted to catch that essence of what it feels like to miss someone and regret not being a better friend.

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    1. not sure how I didn't see this til now, but thank you <3