Thursday, September 29, 2016



i've been writing too much,
trying to feel.
trying not to feel.
words are cheap.
words are costly.
i want to love you.
i want to hate you.
longing to spend more time,
and trying to avoid you.
hungry for more,
and fed up.
loving the daydream
but dreading sleep.
falling in love
and fighting to forget you.

oy, oxymorons.