Silent Agony

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what are these feelings? 

they tug at my heart,

i fight until i weary

it's not for me to decide.

i would give it all up 

in a heartbeat. 

silence stretches on, 

as words run like a train wreck 

through my mind. 

so many things i want to say,

so many things i want to ask.

and then the moment is over

and i am in agony. 

perfectly silent agony. 

the life of an introvert.